Fuck it. (In no particular order.)

(Written 23/11/08, posted 16/02/09)

Fuck liars, fuck cheats, fuck people too goddamn cowardly to *be* who they are, fuck overbearing bullies with god complexes, fuck people who can't be arsed to let me know what's going on in their lives. Fuck 'nice guys', fuck 'bad boys', fuck miserable bitches who like to make complete strangers' lives miserable, fuck blind monogamites and so-called friends who think it's fine to use you for fun and then leave you behind without even a 'see ya' when they meet a new date . Fuck drunken tossers with no respect for other people or their property. Fuck Dicks that think they're Doms, and sick people that think they're sane. Fuck people you care about who refuse to look after themselves. Fuck alcoholics that don't admit they have a problem . Fuck people who hurt you deliberately and then say sorry and expect it to go away. Fuck families you can't live with, abusive partners, tedious fucking dayjobs that you have to grit your teeth and suck up because your psycho fucking ex screwed you over for a few thousand pounds. Fuck friends that ask advice and a shoulder to cry on and then ignore every fucking word. Fuck hypocrites, fuck stupid people, incompetent people, smart people with shitty motives, manipulative people. Fuck selfish people, clingy people, people who think they know better, fuck coming home to a cold and empty house on a day when it's pissing with rain and not even having the energy left to make tea. Fuck fairytales and happy endings and all the shit they pump into you as a kid that makes everything that really comes to pass seem like a kick in the teeth. Fuck dreams, fuck caring about stuff, and definitely fuck caring about people. Fuck getting screwed over by one shitty situation after another. Fuck love, lust, romance, intrigue and anything else that means people using you how they feel and then leaving you in a little pile on the floor. Fuck marriage and kids and 'normality' and emotional blackmail. Fuck the treadmill, fuck terrorists, fuck rapists and murderers and muggers, and the tabloids that know all too well that these things sell papers. Fuck living in fear and pent up rage. Fuck 'turning the other cheek', fuck feeling so goddamned powerless to change *anything*. Fuck not knowing who to trust any more, and *all* of the options for dealing with that. Fuck disillusionment. Fuck everything. Fuck LIFE.